… which is where I’ve been basically stuck for the last 6 weeks.

More on that in a minute.

But since I am kind of trapped, I figured it’s as good a time as any to reengage some relationships. With myself, God, and you - if you choose to come along. But first,

a little backstory (where I've been)

Almost 3 years ago, I closed my coaching and therapy practice to work for Healing Care Ministries, as the Executive Director of The Healing Care Center. It was an opportunity to make a difference on a global scale, with a ministry that basically saved my life 20 years ago. Not only did I get to do the healing work I love, but I got to take part in building a thriving counseling and retreat Center that’s helping to transform more lives every day.

Several months ago though, I sensed God nudging me to step away for a time. While I’m still very involved, I’m no longer in a staff role. Initially, I had high hopes of taking some time to rest while I discovered what He was calling me into next. Maybe even doing a silent retreat. I had visions of a beautiful mountain setting, with just me and a Bible, where afterward I’d emerge on fire for my next adventure.

Nope. Instead, I’ve met with friends, taken some trips, cleaned out cabinets, gotten a puppy (what were we thinking!), streamed and eaten ridiculous amounts of junk…you get the picture.

Ok, yes. I’ve also continued to coach some clients, supervised some clinicians, led some retreats, done a few podcasts, had a few speaking engagements… So it’s not been all time-wasting.

See what I did there?

And therein lies the problem. REST - emotional, mental, Spiritual – is so difficult. I had expected to find a deeper peace in this transition, realizing anew that my worth doesn’t lie in what I do. Instead, I just found new ways to be busy.

Until, the couch (where I am)

You know that new puppy I mentioned? Early last month, while taking him to the vet, I slipped on the ice. I really wrenched my leg and recovery is slow - and even uncertain at this point.

We all know life can change on a dime. Just look at the news for 5 minutes to be reminded that “In this life, we will have trouble”Jn 16:33. And honestly, my little fall doesn’t even compare to the devastation others have experienced.

But I have been lamenting nonetheless. Because I don’t believe that God causes any of the unwanted, even horrific, situations in which we find ourselves. But I DO believe He can and will work in them, so I’ve been doing a lot of beating on His chest! And as I do,

He just keeps hugging me tighter (where I'm going)

I don’t yet know all the ways He’ll work through this latest physical challenge (and I’ve had many!). But I am confident that He will, and I will be the better for it - emotionally, mentally, and Spiritually, even as I wait for the healing physically.

So here I am, on the couch, and seeing it as a gift (mostly 😉). If you’re interested, I'd love to share what He’s showing me along the way. If you ever struggle with finding peace in the midst, maybe you'll find it helpful too. Subscribe below and you'll get notified whenever there's a new post Holy Spirit prompts 😇.

And of course, when it feels no longer relevant, please practice self-care and unsubscribe. You need REST too – even if it’s just from more messaging!

Know that either way,

I’m Celebrating YOU!

Blessings for a soul-flourishing 2025!

Maggie. 💜

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p.s. wanna see that crazy new puppy who's so uprooted our lives?

Meet Chester. Keepin' me company. On the couch. 🐾